exhausted
&
busy
is it a
challenge?
training was great with them around.
everything was being push forward and it seems so rush.
exams in one week 's time.
nothings is saved in my memory at all.
please buck up,
force me to study if you happen to bump into me.
and i seriously missing my pretty long wavy hair :(
I trying v hard not to care.
but why must things turned out this way ?
a very bad week, with very bad misunderstanding.
when can all these disputes end ?
we have come so far,
with so much of communicating,
and yet nothing good came from us.
I spoke, I shouted, I cried, I demanded, I pleaded, I questioned, I tried and even ignored. what else you want me to try to tighten the gap?
I just feel like ending everything.
eventually, ending it just getting nearer and nearer.
I'm getting sick and tired of waiting day by day for a reply.
for a better reply.
am I asking too much?
even if I am asking too much,
it just because I want for a better us,
which is so much of impossible.
Seriously, I can't wait to leave!
it's not the environment I want.
too many fake people.
no, ALL are so so so bitchy.
anyway, I don't understand what they are saying too. not my kind of language.
by all means, I don't understand that doesn't mean I won't know.
I heard abt all the negative comments, but so what?
what a foul heart and mouth you have.
no wonder still working there.
SAME of a kind, that explains why.
this kind,
this face,
this kind of pattern,
she arh?
how can she ?
why she can ?
sure a not?
all the doubts they spread came into my ears.
I knew who, when and what !
fugly people.
yes, j said, low class people.
can't agree more !
